B3NJI

Well…. just left a few weeks before ndp…and it will be over. I will be going to miss my group man….B2 you rock!!!! hmmm, pon NCC day parade for the first time man… sorry to those that i have promised that i will go…but well i have down with flu…sian. what to do. hai.. let’s see what else can i talk about ? oh yes, diver course, left with two months to train… I must get in no matter what. Whoever stops me will not be forgiven…I swear!!! hmmm, time really flies…it’s been a while since i have last blog…well this might be the first and the last time to update again…gonna rest man….and i really hope that no relationship stuffs will affect me again… damn it…

Benji

Nothing stands in  our way

Greetings to all peeps …. it’s has been a while since i have last blogged. Well for the past few weeks , I have been practically peeling and burning my skin during AKE prep training while doing my coxswain duty… so shuang…i felt so refreshed and burnt after each training…hee..it’s good for me… well let’s update on myself…i got in mechatronics which is my third choice which i dont really want but nvm i will study hard during my poly and appeal to change to mechanical engineering during year 2…well i will achieve my dream as a NEO( Naval Engineering Officer) nice name sia… to serve the country and to bring Singapore’s navy to greater heights… i must not be discouraged that i didnt do well for my O level… I must not give up…if i give up, My name will not be Benjamin Lim Zerui!!! I swear!!! Well I have looking at someone’s blog recently and found out alot of things that lead me into deep thoughts….i felt pity for that person… It’s have been quite while that she has feeling for my friend..is it one sided love or hao gan? it’s really a big question mark on my mind….both of them re my friends… and i dont want to see her …still waiting for someday for the guy to like her…hai..what to do, Well last time i used to like her for a while, but now i have no idea whether i still have feelings for her or not? Well She’s not the only girl in the world. frankly speaking, even she accepts me, i will reject her straight…everything is a history…you can’t turn back the clock …so does our feelings….Well i hope when all of you see my blog, hopefully it will spark you to think about it… gonna go…

Benji

TO LEAD ,TO EXCEL, TO OVERCOME

PS: IF YOU SEE THIS, SORRY ABOUT THAT…

Greetings people…it’s a boring week for me… sleeping till late morning and found out that i have wasted almost half a day…oh damn it man, must be more disciplined in order to do more things…Well what should i say…hmmm, FDGM was a great sucess…well gonna miss all of you from FD…going to SD soon…hai…Cheese, time really flies…looking at my secondary life…really gonna miss it… last time a cadet, now an officer…well I must set good role mole to all of my cadets and my friends…On the other hand, i felt that people who re single is not a bad choice too… however there re some things that is bothering me now…dont know what should i do..hai…to be contine…

By B3nji

"Life is not a bed of roses"

Greetings to all… 2007 have arrived for around a few days already…have you peeps write down your new year resolutions? haha… if you have not write, better do so now…It’s seem like time really flies. Left a few weeks before getting My O level results..feeling nervous.. What will happen to me? i have no idea… Well we must chant more diamoku for the results plus Fdgm and chingay 2007…cant wait for chingay!!! looking at people practicing dance steps while some of us doing logistics… it makes me think back of chingay 2006 where 12 flagbearers wearing tight fitting costumes…playing with the flags in the middle of orchand road…how’s wonderful it is…now i wondering where re all of my comrades? Missing? I also dont know…haha… Well.. must find one day to meet out with them…for now i have sort my feelings before carrying on with my life… the question is do i like her? hai… it’s a big question mark now…well let the nature take it’s course…

By B3nji

( The only easy day was yesterday…)

Greetings to all of you..after two weeks of tough trainings , I have finally passed outt as a Cadet lieutanent. So happy to know all of you from Syndicate 4.. you rocks!!! Really Hope that we will keep in contact with each other… and for now, annual camp is around the corner and everything is still not in order…hai..what e heck. On top of that i am the Camp OIC.. super duper stressed..must chant more diamoku to give me wisdom to handle the whole camp…well let’s take one step at a time…

by B3nji

"For honour and glory"

O levels have finished….suddenly I felt so lost and aimless. What am I doing? I have no idea. With CLT course and alot of camps coming up soon, I am really at loss. How am I going to look for a job? hai…how come there re so many bad things happening on me? I feel so pissed off…First, when i saw her blog. I know it’s over already. she have patched up with her boyfriend. Well i have nothing to say but to give them blessings. hai…cheese what do i have to write? i also dont know. well i better stop now and figure what i have to do now. Take care LOads…

By B3nji

( Things that re belong to you will eventually be yours…)

Hey hey…I am back. Its been a while since i have last blog. O lvl is going to end soon…one more day and we will be free!!! yahoo!!! But sad to say Clt course is coming around the corner. Need to study for the mutual test. Here re just some details… What is the characteristics of th M16 rifle??? any one know. Well i guess no one know…haha. Anw i felt so empty after o level…hai never mind… On top of that I felt that being single is not really a bad thing. Can do anything that I want. HAHA. Well i will take a step at a time.

Updating  blog in progress…. I will share one of sensei guidance with all of you. Here it goes…Tellin oneself: "This is as far as I need to go; I dont have to go any further…" This indicates overconfidence and arrongance.

A Life filled with the ceaseless seeking spirit to improve oneself, to study harder, to search such existance is indeed worthy of repect from the standing point of Buddism… This attitude is the driving force for living a creative life

-Daisaku Ikeda

Hope this encouragement will inspire all of us to work harder…

-B3nji-

Heuy Peeps..finally touching my blog. Its seem like this week is a average week for me..so bored and bored. Hai what should i write? hmmm..oh..got back my prelims results. It’s like shit.  Omg im so stressed, can anyone suggest what should i do? bang my head or go jump down from a thousand feet using parachute ? haha!! -.-"’. Anyway, Since the last incident, I seem to have phobia of girls. I have no mood to go and like a girl anymore. Seriously, I hate myself for being so lousy. I felt so inferior. I have failed in everything,in terms like relationship, studies etc. And for goodness seek to all Peeps, if you wanna start a new relationship. pls settle your previous one before carrying on. I dont like pple who re wishy washy. They re big losers!!!! trust me. Hmmm, that’s what i wanna say. Cya!!!

B3NJI

life is precious, treasure it.

(PS: if you see this, i really hope what you understand what i  meant)   

Damn it!!, I am freaking pissed off with myself. Ask a girl for how she feel towards me without knowing she have Boyfriend!!!! F****!!!! I am big ass hole. This have taught me a very BIG lesson. For now, I’m very sad and angry. My eyes was filled with Hatred and anger.  I swear that i will not ask any more girls. I will not be a nice, caring guy ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!

B3NJI

(ps: if you see this message, thanks for teaching me a "great" lesson. I will not forgive you.)